hey people

Hi there people. This is my first blog and i dont actually know how to write one. So I am a 14 year old girl and i belong to Kerala,India. Right now I am at Singapore for the holidays and it is real boring here because i have been coming here every summer ever since i can remember. My dad works here and I am really glad that he does because i wouldn't want to have him with me back at my home. Well he is a nice dad and all..in fact i think i am real lucky to have him as a dad.He loves me a lot and he left home to come and work here at Singapore so that he could earn enough money to give us a luxurious life.But he is a real nag. He wants me to be perfect. The best at studies, the best at singing and everything.He wants me to be more sociable and wants me to talk to people more. Well that is kinda impossible. I am a coward when it comes to facing people. I get so nervous when I am around people. I really dont know why. I think a lot about what the people listening to me speak would think about me. I am so bad at talking to people that I can't even say "how do you do" to a guest. And I have a hell lot of stage fright. I am so bad at public speaking. I avoid all instances when i have to get onstage. I dont even have the wits to go get a prize onstage. Well I am really pathetic. My mom, dad and my brother seems to be combining their efforts to try and make my life miserable this summer. I think these 2 months are going to be the worst ones of my life. My dad wants me to be more religious and sociable.He is trying to make me learn the vishnu sahasranamam.I guess i will have to learn it all. And he thinks I am a great singer. He is playing stupid music all the time he is home and keeps on telling me that this song is very easy to learn and that song is a very melodious one. As if that bothers me. And my mother says that she has quit advising me because it is useless. Really there are worse daughters you know...well there must be. Well i gotta go now. Gotta go have lunch.Will tell you people more in my next posting.

first post

Hi everyone. This is my very first blog and. Today is also the first time i have ever heard of blogging. I know this is kind of late but my new years resolutions were:
1. Stop biting my nails
2. Go fishing more often
My new resoulition Is to try and make an entry in my blog every day.

I am so excited. There is this organisation called the CME who run loads of cheap courses. One of them is a halfterm rock school. me and my best mate have each got a place there. I went last year and it was so cool. (by the way the CME's website is www.cme.org.uk) Any music fans should get themselves on their mailing list and get a course booklet.

Well I had better sign off now.

A 15 year old girl in a small world thankful for all shes' got

My days now are even harder then they usally are. I've been going thrrough some hard times. But I know that they will pass. As long as I have my love of my life. I really love Louis with all that I got. And I know that he knows that. We have been together for 5 months going on 6. This year is his last year of school. Unlike me I still have 3 more years. I'm really ganna miss him. He plans to leave in August for army training. I'm really ganna miss him. Louis is the best thing that has ever come into my life. It's so funny that we 1st met each other 2 years ago, but never talked. And now we find each other in love. I love you babe! I never thought of ever finding the one who really loves me for me.
He makes me feel so good inside. He always makes me laugh when my days are going bad. And right now he's really there when I need him to put a smile on my face. Thank you!
Anyways hey Dorian wuts up. You like my spanish or what? you know your gurl is not really all there right? shes wack! she's so nerdy. Her and her red polish with white hearts on them. Na I'm just playin don't tell her cause she'll get all butt hurt.lol
Bianca is a really good friend. Well Dorian I g2g. bye.

Life is nothing

I wonder why am i here in the world. I just feel im in a loop where the exit is only if "money". But i want to change the loop structure in to if "peace" or "love" then Happy exit . i think i got the purpose of why am i here. i will try run the loop and once its executed you all will be with love and peace until then u need to bug for money but dont beg for it.....

Border Busters

It seems if you are an illegal immigrant you have more rights than an American Citizen. Free medical. Americans have to pay not only for themselves, bit also the illegals. If you are an illegal, you can work and not pay taxes. If you are an American YOU PAY taxes and cover the costs for the Illegals. Children of Americans or LEGAL immigrants suffer, because illegals put their children in our schools, and we have to pay for them to learn to speak English, because no one in their home speaks English.


We have two American border control agents rotting in jail, because they were doing their job. Why, because they were accused of shooting at an illegal who was trafficking drugs. What does our Government do.....they pay the illegal trafficker many thousands of dollars and grated immunity to testify against these two Americans who were doing their job keeping illegals out and trying to keep Americans safe.


Americans who work all their lives probably won't have Social security benefits. Part because congress used our social security money and never paid it back, and our government gives our social security benefits to illegals.
When are we going to wake up and force our Government to do something about this? One person can not do this alone, but many Americans can. Join the non-partisan grass roots movement and lets all do something once and for all.


Lets give America back to the Americans and the legal immigrants who help to make our country what it should be.