hey people

Hi there people. This is my first blog and i dont actually know how to write one. So I am a 14 year old girl and i belong to Kerala,India. Right now I am at Singapore for the holidays and it is real boring here because i have been coming here every summer ever since i can remember. My dad works here and I am really glad that he does because i wouldn't want to have him with me back at my home. Well he is a nice dad and all..in fact i think i am real lucky to have him as a dad.He loves me a lot and he left home to come and work here at Singapore so that he could earn enough money to give us a luxurious life.But he is a real nag. He wants me to be perfect. The best at studies, the best at singing and everything.He wants me to be more sociable and wants me to talk to people more. Well that is kinda impossible. I am a coward when it comes to facing people. I get so nervous when I am around people. I really dont know why. I think a lot about what the people listening to me speak would think about me. I am so bad at talking to people that I can't even say "how do you do" to a guest. And I have a hell lot of stage fright. I am so bad at public speaking. I avoid all instances when i have to get onstage. I dont even have the wits to go get a prize onstage. Well I am really pathetic. My mom, dad and my brother seems to be combining their efforts to try and make my life miserable this summer. I think these 2 months are going to be the worst ones of my life. My dad wants me to be more religious and sociable.He is trying to make me learn the vishnu sahasranamam.I guess i will have to learn it all. And he thinks I am a great singer. He is playing stupid music all the time he is home and keeps on telling me that this song is very easy to learn and that song is a very melodious one. As if that bothers me. And my mother says that she has quit advising me because it is useless. Really there are worse daughters you know...well there must be. Well i gotta go now. Gotta go have lunch.Will tell you people more in my next posting.